Mr. Sun didn’t showed up today…so sad ‘coz I still have loads of laundry. I hope tomorrow he’ll be up ‘coz I miss him already.LOL. Due to yesterday’s rain, the night’s so cold but I didn’t had a restful night when supposed to be I could sleep immediately after hitting the bed. I kept tossing in bed. Good thing that Ace was in deep sleep so he wasn’t disturbed. I don’t know what kept me awake. Maybe the Coke that I drank before going to bed…I don’t know but sometimes Coke helps me sleep. I am not thinking of anything though but I am still restless. Then I woke up before the clock hits 6AM. Huh? I barely had 4 hours of sleep. Lately, I am not getting enough rest and I noticed I get exhausted easily. My activities may have something to do with it ‘coz I am not physically active lately aside from the household chores. I think I should start with my garden project so that I have more stretching to do. Remember, gardening can save a broken hip. So, that’s it! I hope we could get some garden soil on Sunday. Time to replant my euphorbias as they are starting to bear flowers and they will be in full bloom if they’ll be transfered to larger pots.

Sometimes, I ask myself if I am that mature emotionally because I have my own “moments” and having a lifetime partner is another thing that I need to adjust to. But that “moments” are now lessened for I learned not to expect too much but let come what may instead. Most of the time I am skeptical (because I really hate hypocrites) that I need to have enough time to fully trust a person.