It’s one of the many moments when I wanted to be OUT OF HERE. I don’t wanna see people.  I don’t wanna here something. All I really wanted this time is to SHUT OFF from this world. I am at my worst and I don’t wanna be NICE this time. So much for pretending that I am okey, that everything is okey. After keeping all frustrations to myself, now it’s like a bomb that would blast. When a friend asked me how everything’s going on, I just said “fine” because I am tired of talking about it and at the end of the day, nothing happens that would change the situation to make it better. It would only make me feel better if we’re OUT OF HERE or else I would continue building a wall to keep my sanity. Read more…