What’s something wrong with our bed?
Since we were sleeping back in our room, it’s a different thing in the morning. I wake up feeling too exhausted, not like when we were sleeping in the living room. Though we sleep earlier for the past nights, I wake up in the morning too tired. Hence, I wasn’t able to cook for Ace and Che2x’s packed lunch. When I woke up this morning, I was in the middle of a dream. A very long dream about people —too many were involved in my dream including Mamang (she’s alive in my dream), Daddy, my cousins and aunts, friends back home, neighbors in Kabacan, former officemates in Macondray, and people whom I haven’t personally met but have something to do with my past. I know a dream doesn’t last more than 20 seconds but I felt my dream is too long. For the past nights that we’re sleeping in our bed, I am dreaming about people and I cannot understand why. They must be in my subconscious mind that’s why I dreamt of them but I don’t even think about them before I go to sleep and they are not subjects of my suppressed thoughts. So I told Ace there must be something in our bed. The load is too much in our bed that has something to do with our past life. Maybe I could rearrange the room. Maybe there must be something with the arrangement of our bed and all others or we could get rid of the bed and sleep on the floor for my convenience. Now Ace said we’ll sleep back in the living room starting tonight while I am not done rearranging our room. I’ll try to transfer the bed in a different position. Maybe it can help me have a restful sleep. Can I really attribute the restless nights to our bed or it’s all in my mind?