I’m broke. Che2x has to go to school yesterday with only PhP15. Just enough for her fare to school from home. From my previous earnings I have paid for her school fees, and my smartbro bill. Nothing’s left with me. I am expecting to withdraw my earnings Wednesday next week and I don’t know where I should get for Che2x’s daily expenses to school until next week. I don’t wanna ask Ace for her allowance because we have agreed about it before though I borrow from him at times and pay him when I receive my earnings. Yesterday, Ace left PhP100 in case I wanted to buy something. I saved it for Che2x’s allowance today. For tomorrow, I don’t know where to get it or I could just borrow from Ace maybe. This same situation is what we have gone through when I was in school. There are times when Mamang has to borrow money for our allowance. Now I don’t know what happened to the pension Daddy receives that was supposed to be for Che2x’s daily allowance. The last time Daddy texted me about it, he said he wanted to use the money to build a hut where he could stay in the farm. What we have agreed before the school year started is that he will not send money for a few months because he will use it to buy seedlings to be planted in the farm. When I asked him for any update about the seedlings, he said the money is not enough. Whatever! I just hope the money is being spent for its purpose because it is Mamang’s money afterall. 

Here’s our latest photo with my siblings during Ella’s birthday. We are all girls that made Daddy more strict in bringing us up. The two are obviously taller than me. Seems I am the youngest.LOL. Who would think that we are sisters? Some could hardly believe we are sisters because we don’t have resemblance. Some of my features I got from Mamang while Carol and Che’s features are more of Daddy’s.

As others have known, Daddy is a former member of the Armed Forces and I used to see some of his battle gears when I was still a kid. I am afraid of guns though I am used to it already. I don’t even dare to hold one. Even with bullets, I wasn’t able to get hold of it because I am so afraid of it. Sometimes, Daddy carries a short gun (I am not familiar of its name) and during operation, he brings with him the armalite. After his military service, all service guns was surrendered and the only thing that was left was what they call the holster. I have seen one in Daddy’s things before. Anyway, should Daddy wanted to buy police gears for self defense especially in the farm, I would recommend Galco gears to him as the products are not just affordable but of good quality also. This Galco waistpack caught my attention and it’s perfect for Daddy. The waistpack is not too revealing and it’s also multi-purpose as it may hold some of Daddy’s little accessories.

Today is my parents’ 30th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. Too bad that Mamang and Daddy cannot celebrate it together for Mamang passed away almost 2 years ago. They weren’t that sweet couple but they stood firm on their VOW for each other before GOD. They weren’t together the whole time for Daddy is always in Military operations during the early years of marriage and lately, he was spending more time in Pagadian City to attend to his farm. Mamang dreams of retiring in Daddy’s farm but that will not happen anymore for she retire to heaven too soon that she weren’t able to walk me down the aisle on my wedding. Anyway, I am sure she’s happy now wherever she is as what Ella (my niece) was saying, Mamang is in heaven teaching the angels (because Mamang is a devoted teacher by profession). In our generation, 30 years is too long for a marriage to last. I hope I and Ace can also make it and reach that 3 decades of being together…oh, sorry, almost 3 I should say and still counting for Daddy is still married to Mamang. To Mamang and Daddy, we love you. Happy anniversary to you!