I was already in bed early but can’t sleep. I am restless so I decided to stand up and do something that will make me sleepy. Anyway, I can’t understand what I am feeling right now. I want to retire for the day but my mind is still awake. I wanna make something but I can’t figure out what. I started to open the lay-outs I have downloaded for the scrapbooks hoping that I could learn making it but I was only disappointed. I am disoriented and I can’t seem to focus. I have the feeling that I wanna do some stretching but I wasn’t satisfied. I’m palpitating for reasons I cannot understand. Hope I can get enough rest as I need have many things lined up to be done in the morning.

Ella is talking like an adult. I don’t know where she got it but maybe because of the environment. She’s the only kid in the family….and everybody talked to her like an adult. She’s also thinking like an adult would do and sometimes, she made sense much more than us. Early last night, my youngest sister accompanied her to the bathroom for her half-bath. While they were in the bathroom, I heard Ella telling her Aunt…”Ikaw Che-Che ha, parati ka nalang pinapagalitan. Pag may iutos kasi sayo, gawin mo agad. Ang tigas-tigas ng ulo mo (Che, they are always mad at you because you’re so hardheaded. When they ask you to do something, do it right away.)”. :-)